Thursday, May 18, 2006

blogger's block

Mucho apologies for the lack of blogging. A few times I actually opened up the "compose" window and just sat there thinking of all the banal things going on right now: exams, papers, more exams. Can't even say I really "survived" my first exam (history), because it was PDF, and thus doesn't really count as a "real exam." Some people would argue that today's exam (music) isn't a "real exam" either, but it is to me, dammit. I actually had a lot of fun in that class, probably because all my life I've been playing music but never really got a chance to know the history behind it. The professor's also an amazing lecturer, and I dont' think I've missed a single lecture since that week of being sick beginning of the semester. And that says a lot.

I need to start budgeting again if I want to go on vacation this summer. In high school, at least I got a chance to go away every other year thanks to orchestra trips, but I haven't really gone anywhere since graduation. It's actually kinda ironic considering how I now have more resources and freedom; I should be able to plan a trip somewhere. Goal: a week in Florida. Maybe not even a week...five days even. I just need to get out of Jersey before I go absolutely insane. I'm not a big fan of tans nowadays though--could be because of all those Asian fashion magazines I've been reading with all those bleach-faced women. Totally scary, but the Malibu Barbie look just doesn't do it for me.

I want to write something insightful again. I really do. Something about relationships or life or something bordering on emo, but without the angst. It's just not the right time though, so while you're sitting there bored, go to break.com and check out dane cook's first time. I think he's slowly becoming my favorite comedian because he's funny AND good-looking. Which makes him hotter than Wentworth Miller and Sawyer from "Lost." By the way, don't you think Patrick Dempsey's kinda douche-looking? I totally don't understand the buzz thats being generated by him. He's not that good-looking, and the vibe he gives off is just....douche-y.

Anyway, about how "Grey's Anatomy" is slowly changing my life. Well, not directly...but get this: after watching a season and a half of the show, Karl's decided to change his career goals. That's right--he's preparing to be a doctor. Not even like..."oh I'll think about it"...but actually talking to people in charge of courses and getting ready for it. It's crazy! Changing your major within two days of thinking...Who the hell does that??? Thing is, he actually doesn't need that many more courses on top of what he's got already because MechE and PreMed have a lot of overlaps. That Goldwater scholarship he got should also come in handy for applying to med school too. Still, I have a feeling I'm going to have a tough time keeping up with him and his passions for this and that. At the same time, it's pretty inspiring too considering I have absolutely no idea what I'm going to do with my life.

I'm just not that career-driven. I've been studying my ass off recently, and I have no clue for what. I figure if I decide I want to go to law school, at least I'll have the GPA there and ready for me. So maybe all I'm doing nowadays is backup for if/when my writing falls through and I'm starving on the streets. Note to self: keep a tight grip on that newly med-driven boyfriend.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNY!!! You're a total doll...

well, you will be when you're drunk enough to let me put makeup on you. I'm talking smoldering seductress doll in furs: angora, cat, monkey...

1 Comments:

At 11:16 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

grey's anatomy is seriously life changing.

 

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