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Reasons why I'm a mess right now:1. I can't bring myself to do laundry. It's a cycle: I don't want to do it because the basket is too heavy. The more I hold off, the heavier the basket gets.
2. I REALLY wanted to take this course called "The Chinese Novel," but it's at the same time as Creative Writing. There's like no one in the 300 level class this year, but the 200 level list was like 4 times as long. So weird. But yeah, this is one thing that I'm genuinely upset about.
3. I don't feel inspired or crazy enough to finish the Sexton assignment. Two pages so far, and I'm trying to hit 5. Who the hell writes 5 page poems nowadays anyway?
4. I'm using my blog as a vent. Oh lowest of low, hello.
5. Turns out my Psych exam is CUMULATIVE. Holy shit, just shoot me now.
Still, there are things to look forward to. I'm going snowboarding for the first time this Saturday, and let's hope it's something I'll look back on fondly. I expect my ass to hurt to the point of being embarassing, but this I can handle. No broken bones, that's all I ask. My parents are all worried about me, but I'm sure Karl will be there if I faint (again).
I don't like how it's dark so early now; totally throws off my sense of time. Makes me sleepy...and hungry. I actually stuck to my diet last week and lost 5 pounds. I think I gained it all back this weekend with pudding, cake, chips, chocolate, etc.
I was thinking lately about permanent procrastination (which I like to call "hibernation" when I want to make myself feel better). What if it never ends? Could I glorify it Walden-style? Pretend I don't want the things that I most certainly think I want? There's not enough time for everything. I need to prioritize, but first I need to find the time to prioritize.
posted by Tiffany @ 4:47 PM
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